Thursday, 23 August 2012

Life as it goes...


Lately I've been thinking,
Thinking 'bout a lot of stuffs;
Looking back at the past,
Looking at myself in the present,
Looking forward to the future;
What have I done?
What am I doing?
What will I do?
Past, Present and Future
They joggle around in my head;
So here I am at the Present,
Standing on a bridge,
Between nostalgia and anxiety;
Stuck in between reminiscene and anticipation,
Only to realise,
That I am a student;
A lifelong student
Of LIFE!

Wednesday, 15 August 2012

A simple crush

That moment...
When you met that person,
You gave a smile,
And a smile returned;
Without a slight hesitation,
You talk to that person;
You smiled again and thought,
"It's just a simple crush"
But why no jolts nor butterflies?
But you feel good about yourself;
The person is unaware,
But you're not bothered;
It's your own little secret,
A simple crush
Satisfied and content,
You smile to yourself again;
Even when the feelin' fades,
You're happy still;
Nothing to worry about,
As a new crush is on the way,
To lighten up your day.

Friday, 10 August 2012

Across Borders

Across the border

She heard the stories and rumours,
She had seen and come across Them;
She had personally never met Them,
And the thought of it never struck her;
Nor did it ever catch her interest.

Why?

The stories and rumours are hardly ever positive,
A naive mind, a society filled with such notions;
There was no space to think beyond.
It was just negativity and contempt,
But she never wondered why.

To care or not to care?

Only a few bothered
And She need not bother,
But it came to her.
The stories and rumours she grew up with;
They were not wrong.

Is there a reason behind?

Everything in its own time,
It took some time to realise;
So they say, “Old memories die hard”
And wiping off the notions She grew up with,
Thus became a challenge.

What lies beneath?

Truth, a simple truth
Called Boundary Lines,
Created by the so called superior,
An unnecessary division;
But history had already done its part.

Who is She? Who are Them?

She is just a girl across the border,
And Them live across the border.
She and Them were divided; separated
But they all belong to one,
She realised they were none but ethnic brethren.

Similar, but why so different?

She saw their similarities,
And realised her difference,
Raised by contrasting political ideals;
Them grew under oppression,
And Her  in liberty.



A new chapter...

Eyes wide open,
She saw and understood more;
And stale notions left behind.
Them require not pity,
But a well-wish.

Them Unvoiced

In Them Land,
Them exist but got no voice;
Them live under persecution.
To live, Them left home;
Only time will decide the return.

The Sojourners

Them travelled far,
In a stranger's land;
Life ain’t forgiving still,
Surrounded by destitution,
Them survive to live.

The Unforgiving Land

Making ends meet,
In the land of the vigorous,
On the brink of forlorn hope;
With fear and tears,
Them sweat and toil.


The Hope

Some wished the sky would tumble down,
And Them misery be done with.
Death at times seemed sweeter;
But faint hope of a promised land,
Keep Them will going.

The Destination

The so called Promised Land,
A lucky few found their way to it.
The rest strife, waiting for the call;
Belonging neither here nor there,
Strangers in a stranger’s land.

The Wish

Where one is at peace,
Where one is without fear,
Where one is free,
A place called Home, a Family;
Them wish nothing more.

Friday, 3 August 2012

A Well Wish

I do not know your pain,
Yet I feel something;
At times I weep,
Knowing that you're in pain;
There's nothing I can do,
To take away your burden;
I'm stuck and helpless,
But my heart is with you;
The storm will fade,
Yet the pain will remain;
But not for eternity,
My friend, be strong;
The heavens will one day
Give you the answers.

Sunday, 24 June 2012

3 Days to remember


June 22, 2012,  I am writing down these lines as memories of what happened on this day last year, June 22, 2011 came flooding back. As usual, I was a thousand miles away from home but this time I was overseas for a 6 weeks academic internship. As I flipped the pages of my internship journal, the pages of June 22 and 23 were torn off. It took me some time to recall why those pages were missing. Oh! Yeah, those two days I was making notes on the product shoots at my boss’ studio. He asked me for those notes so I tore them off. Nothing personal was written in those notes but what happened later that day was. 

As the hand of the clock waved at 6, I was winding up my day’s work. 30 minutes later, as I was walking at the pedestrian way towards my sister’s apartment I called up a friend. Those conversations could have been just another ‘random’ words and sentences, until two days later I was about to realise they were the last words I’d ever hear from him again or maybe not...

Coming back to the present June 22, 2012; in the early morning after watching the Portugal-Czech Republic match of Euro 2012, I switched on the laptop to watch the movie ‘ A little bit of Heaven’ for  a time pass as we have to wave off a friend at 4:30 am . The movie wasn’t a ‘wow!’ type of movie and if I had known the storyline I might have not watched it on this particular day. Anyway the movie shows a young woman named Marley who unexpectedly have cancer, but she had the time to bid farewell to her close folks on her final days. Pretty sad, I only watched it to keep awake as we have to see off our friend. But the movie brought back all those memories about the conversation of June 22, 2011. If others had seen my tears, they might’ve thought it was because of the movie; although the movie did evoke the memories and emotions of the past year.   

June 23, 2011, again another regular usual day until I heard about the accident. Accidents do happen; we’ve all met accidents and survived. ‘He’ll survive’, that’s what we hoped. And there I was a thousand miles away, feeling crippled; nothing I could do but pray.

June 24, 2011, it was almost midnight and I received the inevitable call... ‘he was no more’.  Rewinding the conversation two days back, I had thought those were his last words until two weeks later I checked my mobile inbox list; there I found his message, sent the night before his accident. Strange, I must have opened it while I was half asleep and I left it unreplied. Could that be a sign for a 'goodbye/farewell', I don't know. Unlike Marley, he never bid goodbye nor farewell. I guess he didn't have the time, may be it wasn't necessary.

These 3 days, I will always remember. And after two days, I know I might be weeping recalling the bygone years.
Is it a coincidence; I often wonder...remembering the first and last words spoken to a person. And I remember those two instances vividly as if it was yesterday. Strange...

Saturday, 12 May 2012


Death to Life

On that natal day came death
A new life born out of  both;
A misery for the mortal,
A mystery for the immortal

Ups and downs await the mortal
But misery need not always follow;
What awaits the immortal, one knows not;
May it  remain a mystery for the mortal

What lies ahead is not in the hands of the mortal
Neither is what lies beyond;
If death is the birth of a new life,
I wish you  blithesomeness

Smile
For ten years, I had almost forgotten who you were,
Until you suddenly popped online;
All the childhood memories recalled
What happend during those ten years?
I do not know, but it feels good to be in touch again;
The clock is ticking and the days are passing by
Its been roughly two years since the re-discovery;
The past twelve years have brought us up to adulthood,
But my memories of you are still from those childhood days;
Things came by beyond our expectations,
What lies ahead of us, we cannot judge;
But I can never imagine your loss,
Nor will I ever understand;
My friend, all I can offer you is my prayers
Twelve years may have gone by,
But I still remember the sweet smile of that kid;
Do smile for Him too